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I just want to protect myself...and I'm sorry I push everyone away to be comfortable.
So yeah, I cried, so yeah you hurt my feelings. I'm hard to get along with. I'm not very open and I've lost a friendship already due to that, but they made me uncomfortable, despite that I regret it.
I'm tired of constantly losing friends. The only time people talk to me is because they realize how sorry they feel for me...Realistically,I go through every day not having one person I can really talk to. That's why I look so forward to talking to people here and mostly everyone I do talk to here on dA that make things a little better for me. Not all of them let me down...though most of us are drifting farther apart...and I dont know how to stop it.


Some children caked my cat, Jackie , in mud today. Apparently he "attacked the children" and the children were told to throw mud at him by a full grown adult. I nearly chunked a brick at their faces. That cat wouldn't harm a fly. Hell, I'd attack someone too if a giant was chasing me with mud.




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That is so cruel what they did to your cat.
The kids and the adult deserve to have a brick thrown at there faces.
:iconxesta:
... Not cool. D: But I don't know what to say.. Never felt like that before. I do hope things get better for you.

I know I'm not helping, but I want you to know I care, kay? Even if I don't talk to you too much. :c
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So emotional. I love your anatomy skills.

Oh. Children are special. Like. Wtf.
Is he injured? D: Cause that would be just doublewtf.

:hug: I hope everything becomes atleast a little brighter in the near future. Everyone on dA is willing to listen.

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Slit my wrists, take away the pain.
Slit my throat, there’s no one to blame.
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Everyone is getting this kind of same issues about family problems and all. *sighs* It would be nice of me to take you in and make you feel part of the family. My bf have the same problem as you do, even though most of his family is so stupid at the times. I was lucky to have a good family that looks after me and my twin sis. I usually help others than myself. Like you right now, telling us what you are feeling to get your mind off of it, so that you won't feel too upset, hurt, etc. I went through that, when I was with my bf at the same time living with his grandmother's house isn't a pleasant feelings either. But, lets hope that we both able to make it through this issues. At least I hope so. Your father is so naive and idiot, as for your brother should never smoke pot in the first place, they damaged your lungs and heart, same for drinking that can damage your brain cells little by little. Not all drinks can damage your brain. Just hard liquor that does. And my three good friends are in another state where I grew up in and experiences the great times from good to bad. It's hard to reach them too, only just few times. Their lives had been in some up hills and down hills as well. Tell your father that he is the one that being selfish for the whole time for not caring after you as he should be. He is not a young teenager anymore. Of course he knows that but he HAVE to accept the fact that he must take the responsibility to look after you and your brother. Now, it is good to get off of your chests most of the time when you are feeling like this with the friends that you feel closely bond with. ^_^ Seriously, I would have take you in with me so you won't have to feel so hurt from your family that acted like they don't care about you or don't say Happy birthday to you when it is most important day of your lives. Don't mind me being too much. Not that you wanting an attention, I just wanted you to be where you suppose to feel..happy about somebody that at least care about you and be there when you need them. ^_^ Sorry for the long ass comment. >.< :heart: :hug:

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aw hun I dont kno what to say.... :hug:
amazing pic as always! :)

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I have a best friend I havent seen in two years, she e-mails me but never replies to my e-mails or texts. She keeps promising dates she'll drive down and visit and at the last moment or even a month LATER says she couldnt make it.

I understand how you feel. *hugs*

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~Did you ever stop to notice, this crying earth, it's weeping shores?~
-mjj
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Even so, I appriciate it and it does help to know that. :hug:

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Poor Yukito is flying like a leaf on a windy day!
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He's alright. Went straight back outside to find his lady friend. ;) After we gave him a bath, of course.

:hug:

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Poor Yukito is flying like a leaf on a windy day!
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Well, as much as I try, he won't stop, I don't mind the drinking so much, he's made it pretty far without even graduating highschool, and yet still overshadows me as I'm just "Richards sister" But I don't think what's between me and my dad and family will be solved. They don't want to work on it and I dont really want to see them, I can only imagine what it would be like because I cant even stand their names, and can feel my blood pressure soaaar. But it's okay, I live with my mom now, so I'm pretty safe from it, despite she's the reason it gets brought up so much.

:hug: But thank you, it did make me feel much better to rant a little.

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Poor Yukito is flying like a leaf on a windy day!

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